Lamentations 3:22-26

Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.” The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Indecision

I sit here today in the midst of wondering what in the world to do with the rest of my life. If my life is as long as any of my forefathers, i will indeed live at least another 50 or 60 years. Daunting. I don't want to spend those years wondering "what if?". But what if i can't decide what's next? And why can't i decide what's next? Did i hear wrong? Is Norman not it? PhD? MA #2? Certificate in something? Or just live life out on a job that i go to everyday???
I have no idea. I'm scared to ask anymore because i've spent six months asking. Lots and lots of TWJ and no real answer for what my next step should/could be.
Word of God speak!